Wow Xmas is almost here and I haven't bought a single gift.
I have one idea of what to get for everyone, it's very practical and impersonal.
James, Susan and Neil have a great idea of pooling our money and getting each person one gift from all of us.
I think that's a great idea, they can count me in.
I've grown ever so wiery of shopping and trying to get the perfect gift for others only to find out that's not what they wanted or even liked.
Xmas shopping really sucks.
James asked me last night what I wanted for Xmas.
I've thought about it and there is only one thing that I want and that is to know " Why am I here!"
I have a lot of lam answers but what I'm looking for is truth and meaning something with subatance.
I've know a lot of dead people that I care about, they don't seem to give a damn about me, because they most certainly haven't been keeping in touch.
Enough crap for now.
